I've been silent long enough... It is not that I haven't had anything to say as much as I can't find the words to express it without lashing out on the world. Let me start by saying that things here have been stressful to say the least. Everything I've known, expected, loved and in some cases believed in has been challenged. So many things have been revealed to me and its left me confused.
But I leave all those stresses and worries behind as I get ready. Not just for vacation but for change that I can believe in. New experiences, challenges, new expectations..new stuff! I'm tired of sitting on the sidelines watching people live the lives that I've wanted (no it's not jealousy). I'm tired of giving advice that I wish I had the balls to take. I'm tired of being afraid to take risks that would make me happy!
So as I sit in silence with my cup of Green Tea I'm mentally packing.
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