This One is for You

This One is for You

This one is for you…
you know who you are,
sitting there, with that smug look upon your face.
Wondering…hoping…praying
that I don’t put you out there
the way you did me…
I guess you thought
that I’d forgotten,
just because I don’t talk about it,
or show you just how much
I hurt ..
everyday.
You stand there and smile as you
carry on with your life…
as if nothing ever happened,
so caviler
so ignorant
to the pain you’ve caused
the separation you’ve created
the wound that will never
heal!
You knew, but you didn’t care!
you knew that what we had
was already “broken”
You knew that anything
could set it off…
but instead of being
the "friend" you claim to be
You became a predator
and took it all for granted.
Some nerve!
to sit there and act shocked
when my “emotional roller-coaster”
as you call it
comes down, and reaches new lows
and I treat you like shit
and ignore you
and deny you
all that I can offer
my heart…my love…my strength…
Yeah, I’m talking to you!
You disgust me…
I almost can’t stand
to look you in the face
let alone your eyes
Those brown eyes
that used to speak
so deeply into my soul
now burn my heart!!
Why? How could You?
You made this decision for me
you wanted us to be where we are
and there’s no going back
and things will never be the same…
Yeah, this one is for you…
you know who you are,
sitting there, with that smug look upon your face.