an open ended letter...

I've been holding alot in, biting my tongue trying not to offend thee, but it's not working. I'm sick of your sideways comments, your sly remarks, your fucking backbiting... I'm tired of trying to censor myself around you.. trying not to hurt your feelings when all I'm doing is being myself. I'm unpredictable, yes I know. Sometimes I'm flighty, sometimes i really just don't care... I'm tired of your emails, and text offering advice that I didn't ask for. I'm tired of your invites to stuff that I'm not interested in.. I'm tired of YOU. I guess you think your shit doesn't stink huh? You walk around with your head in your ass, so ignorant to the pain you cause people. You're so selfish, so annoying... so dumb sometimes with your "pearls of wisdom"... You continuously contradict yourself, and you try to give advise on how to hold "yourself accountable"... aarrgghhh... SHUT UP!!! we couldn't be any more different, yet you fail to realize that... We have nothing in common, I don't even consider you a friend.. I don't even now why I deal with you... I need to grow up...

*this is an open ended letter to several people, yet no one in particular.... I 'm just tired of holding it in*