Day 9: Avoid Conflict
If you know me, you know that conflict seems to follow me wherever I go. I don't think that I'm a confrontational person, i just have high expectations of people, and when they fail to meet those expectations, I sound off letting them know exactly what I feel, how I was wronged, or just how stupid they sound or are acting...
I guess I get that trait from my parents.
Anyways, after a day of snapping om almost everyone (Thursday 10/7) I decided to play it cool, and keep my mouth shut by all means necessary. Let me tell you, this was a difficult task, and I honestly don't know how passive people make it through life ( I guess they're ghf ones ghat eventually go "postal" at their jobs) without cussing at least one person out a day...call me mean if you want, I don't care.
By the end of the night I felt exhausted. I felt like I didn't speak my mind or get my point across,I actually felt violated in some strange ways... not sure if I'll ever let that "meek shall inherit the earth" part of me out again, I don't know....
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