My Breakdown...

Today I had a breakdown.

It wasn't like my usual breakdowns - I usually feel them coming on. I was sitting at the drive thru at Burger King waiting for my veggie Burger Value Meal and Mary Mary's Song Yesterday came on the radio. I didnt even know I was crying until the lady in the windor asked me if I was alright.

I was partially embarrased, But Okay.

I tried to drive home, but I got to the point where all I could see ahead of me were tears. I had to pull aside.

By the time I was done I felt so muych better. I felt okay. for the first time in a long time I was okay. My head was clear and I was able to actually listen to what God was saying all along.

I'm not sure if the storm in my life is over or not, but I'm not so anxious over it any longer.

"Either i'm going to trust you or i may as well walk away 'cause stressing don't make it better. Don't make it better, no way. See i decided that i cried my last tear yesterday"