That's NOT who I am...

That’s Not who I am…

I swear, I’m not that person…

It’s a case of mistaken identity…

Let me clear the record…

I’m not the mean grouchy, moody person you think I am, well maybe I’m a lil moody, but the other stuff aint me.

I’m not always the downtrodden spirit you see, I’m not always angry, or pissed at someone or something.

I don’t always ignore you, or roll my eyes, suck my teeth, and put my hands on my hips and tune you out…

Despite what you think, I don’t hate you!

BUT

You make it so damn easy!

You make it so easy for me to HATE you.

Loving you makes me moody; it makes me angry…Sometimes I NEED to tune you out!

When you forget me, or the things that I care about, I want to scream. When you act like I don’t exist (until you need me to do something for you) I have to put my hands on my hips to avoid putting them around your neck!

When you call me with some dumb BULL SHIT! Sucking my teeth is the only way I won’t hurt you with my words.

I roll my eyes, because in my mind I’m kicking your ass!

I ignore you, because I try to remember why it is I put up with you.

Yeah, I tend to take my frustrations out on other people and situations, but it’s because I’m pissed. I’m Angry. My spirit becomes weak, and I feel downtrodden…

I get moody, and grouchy and even a little mean with my actions..

but hear me out, let me tell the truth…

My Identity has been stolen, and the person you think I am,

Well... That’s not me.